I am so glad that I don't have a clock in my house that chimes out the hour and the half hour, because it is bad enough laying in your bed .......... waiting to fall asleep but to be reminded of the fact that you are still awake every half an hour must be worse than when peeping with one eye at the digital clock on my bedside table, I check the time, hoping that I fell asleep and didn't realise it and that it was time to get up............. that the dark would go away and the day would break.
My bestest friend Dawn is convinced it is because I am on iron tablets again, and my normally high energy levels have gone into the red and are now looking to explode on the world....... or some unsuspecting friend who lives in another time zone, and has time to chat...... don't you just love facebook, it is true the world is so small that you really do never need to be alone....... ever.........
The last two weeks have been hectic at work....... I think I must be quite "demanding" at the moment, because as I leave my office door and go into the main office a look of horror comes over everyone's faces and their eyes cry out............. not me please don't let it be me...... They just hate it when I am in mission mode.............
So....... after these hectic days, I am finished, I watch a little TV 100 channels and nothing to watch, I go to bed and read my bible, and read my inspirational book, and read my story book, and count 100 sheep jumping over a fence, and then jumping back again, I think happy thoughts of fields full of sunflowers blowing in a summer breeze, I pray for all the people in my life, I send love to those who have hurt me.......... and then some more for good measures, and guess what I am not even yawning........... nothing.........
Next night, I play on the computer for a while, watch a little more TV I go to bed and read my bible, part of the Old Testament and part of the New Testament, and read my inspirational book about how I can be the best person I can be, and read my story book the few pages that I left the previous night, and count 100 sheep, jumping over a fence, and then jumping back again, 100 cows jumping over the moon and back again, I think off all the cutlery in my draw running off with one another, I think happy thoughts of fields full of sunflowers, I count the rows blowing in a summer breeze, I pray for all the people in my life, and all those people who were in my life, and all those people who are going to come into my life, I send love to those who have hurt me.......... and then some more for good measures, and yes even more just in case the rest didn't get through, and guess what I am not even yawning........... nothing.........
Next night I...................... ideas anyone.......
