The old saying goes that patience is a virtue, and it is certainly a virtue which i have never had, if i want something i want it now, if i need something i need it now, and i hate not finding what i am looking for, or being able to do something, such as book tickets on the internet, it drives me crazy. But have you ever tried to find out something and no matter what you did you just cannot find the information you need, every corner you take is a dead end, every bit of information ends up at the same brick wall, well today was one of those days, that without even trying, a friend and i have found some information we have been looking for, for 10 years, 10 years i cannot believe that it is that long, i cannot believe that this has been bugging me for this long, jokes aside, it is information which for some reason the Universe decided that i just should not have, and believe me we tried everything short of hiring a private detective, and that was close for a while, and today with the fantastic invention of Google the information was handed to us on a plate...................... on a plate when we weren't even looking. Now i start to wonder, why today of all days was this information available.................. is it because i have matured and will no longer use the information incorrectly as i would have done 10 years ago............................ , as a Christian i could just no longer justify what i would have used it for all those years ago, is it the answer to pray and i will finally find closure on that part of my life................................ , or is that it is just not relevant anymore, or is it that i need to use the information, i need to find out the truth once and for all..................................
I don't believe in coincidence so i have to believe that this information was given today for a reason, i was feeling quite down this morning, the medication was beginning to get me down, but now, i feel like a weight has been lifted from my shoulders, and i feel that i am ready to face what ever the world throws at me, and all this because i found this information...................................... today.
The bible says that all good things come to those that wait, and that everything is in Gods timing, boy oh boy does this give the defination of wait a new dimention. I think that God is working and maybe today is the beginning of a new time in my life, just maybe....................................... oh ...............what to do, what to do.
83005 lets see whether that adds up tomorrow..................................
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